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I think I'm going to abandon Livejournal. At least this livejournal. I'm sick and tired of everything. I need something new, so I'ma go get it. I know it's what everyone's doing. And maybe I will collapse and fall back into this one, who knows. All I know is that for now, I'm finished.
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[Wednesday, November 26th, 2003 @ 8:29pm] |
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I wrote this today, I like it. It's an Amy's Sonnet, it's in a unique form that is all my own and I really like it. For those of you who are friends of my other lj- I crossposted
-GOING-
Stealthily she creeps, seldomly seen
Crawling behind her heavy cast iron sheild
She blocks the tears that cut her eyes at night
And wards away her anger and fright
Fearing reopening old hurts now healed
Yearning for love as true as grass is green
She only ever finds the yellow patch
Killing doubt is hard: an itch she can't scratch.
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[Thursday, September 11th, 2003 @ 9:18am] |
I felt like i needed to comment on the day, but being amy... i'll be humorous... it's fun! i promise!
and I just want to say that... oh I don't know, i'll let incubus do it...( (the song is warning) )
God bless ny; the leaders who got us through it, everyone all over the country who gave hugs, and of course the victims who didn't see it coming.
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[Tuesday, September 9th, 2003 @ 9:29am] |
I got tired of writing posts that were all depressing and stuff... so amy went out and found some pictures! yay! they're hot too!!
( Read more... )
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[Monday, September 8th, 2003 @ 3:28pm] |
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I went to the jamboree, didn't have very much fun... kinda boring. but i did survive and holly was there so there was someone i knew! finaly! and then I saw her at school today so that was exciting. anyway, i'm slightly stressed so i'm going to go focus on spanish, have a test next monday... eh!
Amy
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[Wednesday, September 3rd, 2003 @ 10:16pm] |
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two days is all it took before i got me a new layout and last time it was such a headache it's very obvious this time it took me only 5 minutes to completely (for the most part) change my live journal. I just got done watching I am sam, oh deary me I cried so many times and I am super bummed that sean penn didn't win that oscar because he was damn fine in that movie. i don't really care that that little girl didn't win but sean penn should have. then i went into the bathroom and got ready for bed sat down at the computer at 10:14 and changed up all of my background stuff on my desktop and loaded it only VillagePhotos and then got all the inset scrolling situated and bam! am done!
So now I will go to bed, finish cring. And maybe tomorrow I'll call my daddy. NOt that she'll get this but jessica!??! *she was supposed to call me tonight at 7:00 but no she didn't* growl. will kill her next time. Anyway, gotta run. Adios!!
Amy
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[Monday, September 1st, 2003 @ 9:59pm] |
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they don't change!!! depressed is the same as bored and optimistic... can't be! grrrrrrr! will go pick most outlandish one!
[edit] drunks the same too!
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[Monday, September 1st, 2003 @ 9:54pm] |
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Oh deary me,
Life is just getting more and more complicated. How is one supposed to do what one needs to do with HER! My grandma is such a pain. I think it is my biggest life lesson, liveing with her. She makes it so difficult, and yells at me for EVERYTHING. She resents me. Like today, it was answering the phone and turning on the light that pissed her off. Seriously. Usually there are more sides to a story. And usually I am pretty good at identifying what I have done to instigate that... not this time, oh no, i have no idea what it could be. Honestly. today i answered the phone and she got FLAMING mad and said "you always have to be the one to answer the phone" It's funny, but i'll tell you I haven't cried this much since my middle school depression years. She is so mean and cruel. I feel completely resented and hated. Hopefully life will begin to turn around.
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[Monday, September 1st, 2003 @ 1:11pm] |
I just deleated my last journal entry because, well... because i'm a genius, now I have to go find all the comments I made to my super-genius friends to tell them that I fixed it. It works now! yay! ugh, what a pain in the ass... well at least now I know how to do it, amy will have good layouts, and i'm kinda angry about the quality of my background, i guess that's what happens when you don't have your good stuff anymore... oh well, it still looks pretty...
GO ME!
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[Sunday, August 31st, 2003 @ 10:07pm] |
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what an incredibly long day. but instead of telling you all about my fun time i feel like staying up and making my journal one to be admired by all....so watch me work...
well after i get water... go to the bathroom... brush my teeth... THEN watch me work, must be vewwy vewwy quiet...
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[Saturday, August 30th, 2003 @ 9:01am] |
Today is my cousins baby shower. yippee! She is so big...huge! she once sneezed and lost her balance and fell over. ya.. little big. "Now you know the devils got your number you know he's gonna find you, you know his right behind you, he standing on your step and he's knocking at your door"...i love my soundtrack! yay
Anyway, my real purpose for the post is that I got a new dom icon! yay! still sticking with marilyn for my theme but I wanted this dom icon and the words are from tori amos, she's so good. Anyway, thanks ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92.2) bluebez!!
~Amy
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[Thursday, August 28th, 2003 @ 2:48pm] |
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Ok... a few things...
Number one; got my blood brothers cd today... so i gotta plug spun.com who sold it to me for under 10 bucks and it's in great condition. I love it. I'm glad I got the london revival cast otherwise I'd lack the accents; oh so important.
Number two; yesterday I was at Applebees and I saw on of the guys that I'm in love with from school. And then today he was like watching me... i like. And then I also started to talk to this other guy named mike who's pretty cool...
I LOVE my cd guys! and boys are good too... muahahaha. "our mickey's just turned fourteen when you meantion girls an' courtin' he goes into a rage" yay.
Anyway... guess that's all for now.
Adios
Amy
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[Wednesday, August 27th, 2003 @ 9:18pm] |
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I love those Dashboard guys! They are so awesome, my radio station constantly plays Hands Down and I'm falling in love with them more and more and I love that song and want to crank the volume but devil gma is nearby, but I am so in love with them right now. I want that cd... unfortunatly amy has no moola at the moment she's busy buying petrol and going to school. but if anyone wants to buy it for me....
ooh! and even though i hate linkin park i love that new song faint and so i'm really holding back my urge to freaking rock my room right now... "I can't feel the way I did before, don't turn your back on me, i can't be ignored"... oh i really wish I was home alone right now... I love that song.
Ok starting a song list...
Amy's Top Five
1. DbC~"Hands Down"
2. LP~"Faint"
3. BB~"Marilyn Monroe"
4. QotSA~"No One Knows" <-- my wake up song
5. GC(aka the best band ever)~"Movin' On"
So that's that. Oh, someone please buy me Dashboard's Cd!! you can get it for 9.99 on amazon... *wink wink*
[EDIT 9:34]
ok, after 20 minutes of wandering aimlessly around lj and requesting and commenting like crazy i have come to the conclusion that i am a freaking procrastinating loser *stares over at mounting pile of homework* ...
[EDIT 9:36]
i just deleated the last like 5 sentences that i wrote damn it! i'm so stupid... and now i'm delaying more by writing this.... argggg!!! goo-----bye now no more...urg
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[Monday, August 25th, 2003 @ 6:13pm] |
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What an eventful time since I last updated. I mean it's been crazy around here. Yesterday I spent the day in Sacramento and it was very exciting. My cousin and I went to Jamba Juice and there was a bullet hole in the window, kindof frightening. But she wasn't disturbed by it, the youth of america today *shakes head*
So I get home approximately 9:00 and my grandma comes in to my room and starts screaming at me and makes me cry and then yells at me about crying and keeps on pulling thing out of nowhere! She yells at me about being loud, coming home "late", leaving a mess in my room (referencing items i had just put on my bed), my lack of respect for others, etc. So I start crying and I really want to know what my aunt/uncle said to her, but she has yet to apologize and frankly I think I deserve it. And she continues to make small talk, I try not to hold grudges but It's really hard for me to forgive someone who would more or less forget something as major as that.
I have a test in English tomorrow I better study. Maybe if I get my voters Registration in soon I'll be able to vote in this crazy recall... I'm sorry, i love the dude, but Arnold would make me lose faith in government if he were elected (he hasn't voted for president in 10 years!) and so I would just vote for the dog that's running, or maybe gary coleman... i don't know. My first election, gotta make it count right?
But I should go, like I said, must go review the elements of arguement. I getta see Josh tomorrow. *squee* That's the only thing that's keeping me together right now....Although I saw Brice today, yay! I'm happy on days like this when I see pretty people...
Amy
** ooh! must meantion my new friend: chadwinrules Her layout is sho pretty and ya... you should go look at it *faints* **
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[Saturday, August 23rd, 2003 @ 6:57pm] |
while aimlessly searching amy discovered 397 list democrats as an interest while 460 list republican. humph! there were 65 listings for nazi and 6 listings for fascist, and there were 70 for socialist. muahahaha
::edit:: 9:00 pm
hey! I getta go to sacramento tomorrow. yippee! I talked to my aunt today, actually I talked to a lot of people today. I think i got more calls today that I have in my entire lifetime. I have felt very lonely so it was nice to get some attention. My mommy sent me a care package, with CHICAGO in it! Woopie!! And my aunt and uncle said they were going to put the vcr in my room so I can watch videos and since I'm ghetto like that it's gonna work perfectly, i sence a movie fest coming up one of these nights. TTT is coming... yay! She also sent me jelly bellies. fun fun. But I getta go to sac-town tomorrow to visit my other family, i'm so happy. They're making me a key woohoo! It's only about 40 minutes away. Must go turn on some tunes, and continue my search for something cool. will continue to do a bazillion posts, or will just add onto this one
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[Saturday, August 23rd, 2003 @ 6:32pm] |
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I've ordered Blood Brothers, yay go me. 11.47 on Amazon.com. Woohoo! Am very excited. And I got a care package from my mommy today with stamps and socks and jelly bellies in it! Is very exciting, AND i'm going to sacramento tomorrow. WOOHOO!! I love my families.
Amy
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[Friday, August 22nd, 2003 @ 8:55pm] |
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Ok, I updated my information/user info page... had some inspirational quotes, some of them are really good too. I like the last one a lot. I'm off to find more communities... since i got rid of a bunch of mine!
until them, adios!
Amy
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